You WERE my permanent love : Have you ever lost someone who was so close to you ?

Knock knock..."May I please come in"? She said.
Yes, please. I replied.

How have you been?
Where were you?
Mr. Anant, are you crazy or something?
Didn't you miss me?
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She fired a number of questions while hugging me so tight, and as soon as I was about to utter a single word, she had given the answer to all the questions by herself.

You don't love me anymore na!
I have turned out to be the biggest enemy of yours.
You are so busy in your life that you have forgotten me.
You aren't the same old, caring Anant Vyas.
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Hey girl...Please let me explain.
I kissed her forehead and gripped her in my arms more tightly.
"It's not so baby, it's not so at all".
"I loved you to the moon and back and I will forever".
"You have always been there, in the most secure corner of my heart. How can I forget you?"




....after few minutes of deep silence,
While I was resting in my most favorite and the most premium & luxurious suite - "the divine shower of her arms" and remembering all the quality time spent together. I heard a feeble sobbing sound. I had no idea what was wrong with her? Why she was crying? Why she wasn't happy?

I loosened the grip, make her sit on the couch, and gave her a glass of water.
She took the glass, held the glass in both her hands, and sipped the water. Well, this is something I adore the most in her. At the age of 19, she's as innocent as an eight-year-old girl, but also as mature as a thirty at the same time. She sighed so graciously as if a barren land in the killing hot weather has got a few drops of the chilled shower. I took the glass from her and drank the water in the same glass.

......Well, water hadn't been this tasty before.

I sat on the couch, holding her hand in mine, in a half-hug position. Unlike others, my girl has always been a laconic speaker. She started telling me why she couldn't put control over her tears? Why she was speaking on an angry note? Why she was saying all those things which she shouldn't have?
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After a few minutes of endless talks by her side, I felt that the half-hug position has now turned into the 'full ordinary hug' and my shirt was getting wet by tears.

No!!!

She wasn't crying this time. She had already cried so much. It was my turn now. I tried a lot to put control over myself. I have been inveterate to be bold since birth. But this time, I was crying so miserably like if she's going to leave me forever. And yes, she was. She told me that 'she has been suffering from skin cancer for last one year and she hardly had a few months left'.
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Hey Anant, Good morning.
Wake up my son, it's very late now.

I was like, oh God......
It was a nightmare. It was a horrible nightmare.
I beg over you my Lord, please never ever make it happen.


nightmare


Without wasting a moment I called her...and forgot everything in a bit of a moment after getting "Hey sweetheart, Good morning" from her side. I didn't tell much but "I love you girl, please never ever leave me".









Are you waiting for a perfect moment to tell 'I love you' or anything like it to your partner, your mom-dad, your friend, or anyone else?

Do it today.
YEAH, DO IT AT THIS MOMENT ONLY.


No one knows......
To lose someone in a nightmare only gives unbearable pain. Then ever imagined....?
Never make a mistake due to which, you end up with nothing but the MOST PAINFUL 'would that'.







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Anant Vyas

Engineer by Early Education, Corporate Communication & PR Professional by Passion, and Artist by Heart

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