{In continuation to the previous story of Lisa and David (The Terribly Wonderful Tale)}
Upon getting dejected despite putting his very best; David gave up on trying more by pleading for one last time in front of Lisa. The psychologist's advice didn't bring any respite to his serious mental health complications, in fact, it just deteriorated with time. However, David somehow gathered enough courage to pen a final heartwarming letter for the only and purest love of his life, Lisa, on her special day.
Lisa…it’s your special day today. Don’t know whether you even remember the last one or not, or you remain with any kind of pleasant memories from the past; still want to do my part at least. My part – that you ruthlessly killed some 300 days back by destroying every inch of it under the spate of your pitiless resentment and thoughtlessness. I haven’t left any stone (no matter how gigantic and tortuous) unturned to express my despondent and heartrending state since the very first day you started mutilating my heart & soul with the poignant pins of your ghosting's agonizing pain, but all have gone futile and worthless.
Though I had resolved quite adamantly that I wouldn’t ever try to connect to you or even indirectly point you through any of my writings; alas…my abnormally thumping blood pressure and ailing heart compelled me to get devastated once again (despite getting over a hundred times already). But, keeping all my senses well in control, let me commit it today, especially after your inhumane behaviour in the previous 24 hours – ‘it all started from your birthday na, and it all's ending permanently on the same day only’. Yes, I know that the exquisitely beautiful billion-dollar bouquet of our relationship embellished with the aroma of soul-embracing petrichor and dazzled with sheer love & warmest of care has already been shattered in a million pieces, sending supersonic waves of catastrophe to my life since the last December only; but this very body of text is certainly the last one, and the final nail to the coffin of ‘Lisant’.
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Coming now to the
birthday wish, and a few direct (or even indirect) words right from the deepest
corner of my heart for the last time in this life.
I am sorry that I
couldn’t keep you happy and content the way you wanted; I am sorry that I hurt
you in an uncountable number of ways; I am sorry that I couldn’t become the person
you desired; and I am sorry that despite being warned by you and by my own
inner self n number of times, I still couldn’t keep my anger in check. I
totally agree that I was terribly wrong, abnormally mad & stupid at times,
and breached the limits of pathetic behaviour; but one thing that I will never
agree to, that you can confirm with anyone out there (even with the Almighty)
is that ‘my love for you was the purest and infinitely immense, the
quintessential goal of my life was to see you achieving the pinnacle in all
walks of life, and my heart genuinely was having the utmost respect for you and your family
(barring some of the most unfortunate days when the heartbreaking circumstances forced me to lose my calm and act immature. I already had apologized tens of times with all my heart for that
misbehaviour and was still ready to do it the way you wanted).
I would like to accentuate that
you are a gem of a girl, Lisa. A girl who is destined to become the topmost in
her field, who has got a golden heart (keeping the previous year aside), diamond talents, and platinum intellect.
You are the girl whom the world epitomizes as the paragon of gorgeousness. Your
presence is as charming as the soul-hugging cool morning’s sunrise, your aura
captivating enough to bring the world to a soothing pause, and your dexterous,
verbal and intellectual skills radiant enough to amaze everyone out there.
Whatever your short, medium or long-term goals in your career are (they might have changed in the previous year) – I just
wanna assure you, and let you know that you will achieve them all, coz you have
got everything that it takes; whomever you wanna spend your life with, the
prince of your dreams, most probably he already has entered in your life, or he will
super soon; wherever you wanna reach in your life, you will get a joyous and serene way.
I am sorry that I
will never forgive you for what all (and how!) you did to me, nor forget
the most tormenting and hellish days when you left me all alone to die (and
how! This 'how' alone's the main culprit behind the most agonizing one year you
have gifted me). I actually used to gasp for mere traces of oxygen, but you didn't pay any heed. I had long agreed with a broken heart but a generous and mature mind to let you go if you want to, and spend your life with whomever you
wish; the only thing I was expecting was - not to do it in this horrible manner! But you did the exact same and sabotaged my soul,
peace and entire life to the brink of a tragic involuntary passing. Nevertheless...on your special day, and for the one last time in your life, I would like
to reiterate that I won’t ever be doing anything out of vengeance or anguish to hurt
you in any way; will keep telling the world that how wonderful a girl you were;
will keep holding myself solely responsible for all the ordeal you, I and 'Lisant' went through; and will keep you at the forefront in all my prayers, till
the day I'll survive. Maybe I won’t be there to protect you, walk a step
ahead/back/left/right of you to keep you aloof from any kinda outer world’s challenging forces, but my prayers and wishes will always remain by your side to
embolden you and to make you stronger enough to deal with even the evilest and
the fiercest of them.
At last, I would just like to make one final request- Forget me, but
please don’t forget the crucial lessons I had taught you; forget our memories,
but please don’t forget that you are the best and the most beautiful in all
aspects; forget my hugs and pampering, but please never forget to practise
extra cautiousness dealing with the world. You are made to fly and to breach
the highest of the skies, Lisa. Keep making solicit strides in the right direction, in the
right way, and with the right mindset; and you will super soon, become exemplary for
billions out there.
For the one last
time in this life,
Yours,
David.
PS: stay blessed | stay healthy | stay lively | stay angelic | stay ravishing
PPS: I will forever tell the world that the two years I spent with that girl were so far the best of my life; coz that girl herself was the best thing ever happened to me. Also, I will keep cherishing for all my life, the innumerable memories of divine pleasure we made together. Thank you, from the depth of my heart, for everything; and kneeling down apologies, for all my bads.